Ever feel tired?
Tired of deceit.
Tired of false friends.
Tired of doing.
Tired of going.
Tired of returning.
Tired of trying.
Tired of failing.
Tired of smiling.
Tired of loving.
Tired of liking.
Tired of being.
If Creator turns out my light tonight,
I know I worked my ass off.
For nothing.
I want to sleep for ten solid hours
And never wake up in this nightmare
Of living.
Relax.
Laugh.
Smile.
Fake it.
Believe it.
Don't worry.
This is just
Tired talking.
Tired shakes me
Screams at me.
Beats me.
Violates me.
Pushes me.
Wraps me in a shower curtain.
Tired is voiceless.
Smells like sleep.
Tastes like death.
Tired is soft.
Tired is hard.
Damn it.
There's no point.
No end.
No beginning.
There's here.
There's now.
Yesterday is irrelevant.
Tomorrow not yet significant.
Right now, I'm so tired of tired.
Too tired to dream.